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Keep On Going

by on 30. Oct, 2011 in personal

  I needed answers. So I decided to go back to the beginning. Back to where it all began. The profile read: Good looking, masculine bottom looking for tops who know what they’re doing. Men of color especially. You will not be disappointed. The headline read: Good sex, NO strings attached. He opened his pics, [...]

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Wishful Thinking

by on 27. Oct, 2011 in personal

I realize that I’m asking you for everything, but I feel like if I don’t ask for what I want then what’s the point? Private Practice – What We Have Here… I asked him to be my boyfriend. He said he didn’t want one. I suppose in hindsight I could’ve seen this coming. But truth [...]

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Final Hour

by on 24. Oct, 2011 in personal

If you’re going to break up with someone you need to tell them face to face and you need to tell them why. You need to give them closure. I think the worse thing you could ever do to someone is not give them closure. Joey Diamond – Breakups I met a man once. Brown [...]

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Emotional Rollercoaster

by on 19. Oct, 2011 in personal

Denial He really is a busy man. He’ll make time…eventually. Bargaining I don’t bargain, lol. That question about moving cities was to incite conversation/understanding. And I’m not going to apologize for liking dinner sans eyeballs. Depression Why are you so worried about cumming? Anger Those really are my friends, I didn’t hire them. Don’t get [...]

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What is Love?

by on 17. Oct, 2011 in personal

The name of the show is “Perception” and we’re all a part of the cast. Do you know your lines? Gary – Because It’s Time 4 One “OMG, he’s in love with you!” He started to get agitated. I could tell by the look on his face he regretted it even came up in conversation. [...]

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Mandingo in the Middle

by on 08. Aug, 2011 in personal

Image from Epic Fail My current landlord offered me my new apartment on the spot. In fact, he showed me one that wasn’t even on the market yet. I was so confused, I didn’t even have all the paperwork ready. Why was he being so nice to me? “I’ve been doing this for thirty years [...]

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Drawing a Line in the Sand

by on 13. May, 2011 in personal

Drawing a Line in The Sand By Anthony Freeman My home, my car, my body, my mind. All these ready and waiting for your use. I would give you my pillow, tuck you in with a goodnight kiss. Wake you up with breakfast in bed. Going to temple to worship: I only let you come [...]

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The Sex That Ruined My Life

by on 10. Apr, 2011 in personal

We can get sexual No one has to know About you and me He won’t know, she won’t know about us We can get sexual Just give me a call And we’ll be on On the down low baby Chico Debarge – Sexual It was a calm night, but I could hear passion through the [...]

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An Adult Relationship

by on 10. Apr, 2011 in personal

The people you take for granted are the ones you will miss the most. Ronsmooth My favorite friend is a 76 year-old White woman. We used to work together at a car wash almost ten years ago. She’s a riot. Off her meds and blurting out things, I ended up coming out to her today. [...]

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Those Three Words

by on 09. Mar, 2011 in personal

You don’t know how to love by Nonnetta You say the word “forevermore” That’s not what I’m looking for All I can commit to is “maybe” Jennifer Paige – Crush You could hear the hesitation in his voice. The question caught him off guard. A trivial conversation about intentions ensued. There would be no direct [...]

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